i’ve been talking to the wall and only now i realised..
done! fine! im going back on my routine order.
i might be back in going green, back a vegan for the period of time. start back intensive, double intensive training.
i realised that ive been distracted all these while, i know im an emotional eater. eatting sweet stuffs, just makes myself happy at times. wth! i gotta stop my crap!
maybe going out for swensens once in a while is exceptional. sigh! and when im having it with a personal instructor and the person who wanted me to change. but still there’s still temptation to have more. sigh!
i remember him saying its about discipline. and i ought to teach myself that.
results will show if effort is implemented. this time im gonna make it right, i failed so many times. i put my best for this time round..